Working on a large project it is all too easy to let the nay-sayers living in your head to send you into a frenzy of procrastination. Will it turn out? Will people like it? Will people actually pony up real money and buy it?
If you let yourself listen to those voices you can get mired down in thinking about all the things that will go wrong and wind up not doing that which you most want to do. I find an approaching deadline does wonders to shut those voices up. The panic from watching the deadline creep (or race) up on me is generally what provides the energy to break through the fear of failure.
With so many approaching deadlines, all of them critical each in their own way, I am having to really control the voices and the panic. Too much of either can cause the wheels to fall off the cart, so to speak. A little panic to provide energy is good. Too much panic and I start feeling overwhelmed. And get really cranky on top of it.
Because I do want to do everything on my schedule. I know I will enjoy all of it once the deadline has been met and the event - or project - is behind me. I will have accomplished a major goal (goals) and that will make me feel good.
But as a friend says, better to have done it than to say you are going to do it. The anticipation is one thing. The feeling of accomplish from having done it? Priceless.
Currently reading Emergence by Temple Grandin