Friday, July 7, 2023
Unintended
Thursday, July 6, 2023
Fifty Shades of 'Done'
Done.
It can be a tricksy thing, done-ness.
Big Projects have many steps, and each step 'done', is one more step towards the Big Done-ness.
In the past few days we have 'done' the ms several times. And each time, oops - not quite yet. There seems to always be one more thing, one tiny step more that makes this whole project still Not Quite Done. Yet.
Much like weaving.
We design a project. Wind the warp. Dress the loom. Throw the shuttle hundreds if not thousands of times. Cut it off the loom. Inspect and Repair. Wet finish - which in itself has several steps of 'done-ness'. But are we actually Done, yet? Maybe. Maybe not. Because sometimes what we are making is the raw materials for another step in 'done-ness'. Cloth to be cut and sewn into...something.
In the meantime, life goes on, with all it's wondrous potholes and rocky terrain, it's detours and intersections.
But we are SO close now. Just two more things to be dealt with. I think. I hope.
Someone once commented that birthing a book was like having a baby elephant. The process took forever and the labour pains were monumental.
I have sent out nearly all the promotional pdfs now and wait, on tenterhooks, for feedback. Will people like what I've done? At this point I have no idea. None. I hope they will. But until they read it and let me know, I have no idea. Truly.
In large part, the essays ARE my life, between the covers of a book. Not all of it, of course not. But much of what makes me, me, is shared. I'm in my 70s now and I have lived a life - a much more complex/complicated life than I ever anticipated, growing up in the middle of nowhere, a child of blue collar workers. I have seen more of the world than I expected, less than I would have liked to have seen. I have met more people, from more disparate cultures than I had any right to expect, given my background and financial status. A 'starving artist'. I suppose one could say I 'cheated' because the vast majority of my traveling was paid for by others - the travel fees I charged as I went hither and thither across this continent. The northern part of it, anyway.
But still. A full life. So many memories. So many wonderful folk met along the way, so many textiles to whet one's appetite, spark creativity. Stepping stones. Each one a thread in the cloth that is my life.
OTOH, I'll be happy to reach the total state of 'done-ness' on this project.
In the meantime, I have a warp to weave, another to plan, and more tea towels to hem. Just another Day in the Life with stepping stones of little 'done-ness' leading to the Big Done before the 'next' one.
Wednesday, July 5, 2023
Lace Weaving at SOS
Tuesday, July 4, 2023
Cover Reveal
Yesterday I was asked for a copy of the cover for a book review. I didn't have one, which was a huge oversight on my part!
So this morning I managed to get one that I could share on social media because while things are not yet set in cement, it is close enough that any changes that need to be done can still be done before we hit the official 'publish' button.
I have a proof copy in the printing queue and once I've got that in my hands the final decision will be made as to paper quality.
Imposter Syndrome meant that at the final hour I folded and went with the lower quality paper, thinking that this book will not be a book for the 'ages'. That most people will likely read it once and never open it again. So why spend the money on the better quality paper?
So in the dark hours of Sunday night, I hit the button and requested the lower quality paper.
Now I wonder if I made the 'right' decision. :(
Using the lower quality paper will mean a lower printing price, which I will pass on to the people who have notified me wanting the pre-pub offer. People don't usually get too bothered if something they expect to pay a higher price for turns out to be less than anticipated. But they will be upset if the price suddenly goes higher. So my initial pre-pub offer was based on the good quality paper.
And why I didn't ask for payment, just contact info. I just needed an indication of how many copies I should be ordering.
Ultimately this is a one-time offer. I have no intention of having inventory of a book that may - or may not - ever sell. (Speaking of which, I still have LOTS of copies of Kerstin Fröberg's book Weave a V - just saying.)
Writing such a book requires a certain level of hubris. A push me, pull you experience where part of you says people want to hear what you have to say while the other says 'no they don't'.
Yesterday I spent a good part of the day sending out the review pdfs. I think I have a few more to send out - have to sift through my inbox to see if I can find those emails. Of course I did all of this knowing that I was going to be out of town for a week, and as anticipated, my inbox is rather unmanageable at the minute.
But hopefully the optimist in me is right - people DO want to hear what I have to say. Worst case scenario? I hope I can sell enough to pay for the costs of creating the thing. I never really factor in the cost of my time - but there are always expenses - paper, ink cartridges, editor.
It has been 6+ months (I think I actually began in December) of focussed, concentrated effort. Four months of writing the essays, then editing, formatting, polishing, over and over again. I think we got up to 13 editing versions *after* I hired an editor. That doesn't count the multiple edits I did before it got to that stage.
And in the writing/book industry? That's some fast. My other two books each took closer to 5 years from germination to publish.
Now? It's a waiting game. Blurb says to anticipate delivery of the proof copy on July 12. A final decision will be made then as to quality of paper. If we change to the better quality, my editor will have to make the change to the file on the Blurb website before we hit 'publish'. Typically when I request copies of my book(s), it takes them about 12-14 days to get them to me. So, by the end of July I will be mailing out the pre-pub copies.
And as soon as the decision about paper quality is made, sales on the Blurb website will go 'live'. People can purchase a soft cover book or a pdf (or both, if they like!)
Now it's tenterhooks while I wait (not so patiently!). While I wait, I still have towels to weave, so that is what I will be doing - weaving off my 'flawed' tea towels, hoping the next warp is 'perfect'.
Hope springs eternal. And 'perfection' is only ever a goal, hardly ever a destination...
(interested in the pre-pub offer? good until midnight tonight. Email me laura at laurafry dot com with the subject line 'lagniappe')
Monday, July 3, 2023
Plunge!
You may have guessed that there is a reason I have been using this image when discussing Stories from the Matrix - it is the image we have selected for the cover art. :)
While we were gone my editor poured the coals on and yesterday came over with the 'final' version of the pdf. We took some time to review it, made a few minor changes and then she went home to insert the last few things.
At dinner time, blurb notified me that the pdf had been processed and I could go ahead and order a 'proof' copy. Which I did before bedtime.
(I didn't feel any urgency - it IS a long holiday weekend and I wasn't even sure if it would get processed before Wednesday.)
However, I have been informed this morning that my order is in their print queue and I should receive that proof copy by July 12.
(pass the smelling salts!)
The essays are...eclectic...shall we say? Yesterday I shared one here, replete with my typos when I found I could not copy/paste the file into blogspot and had to re-type it. We double checked that file to make sure they were all me, not in the pdf. I won't guarantee that there are no typos left in the ms as a whole, but we did our very level best to comb all of the nits out. If there are typos, blame me, not my editor.
While 10 days may not seem like a long time to wait, (in reality it's hardly any time at all) it is going to be an exercise in using the patience that is in short supply in my nature. So, I carry on with my plans, even though the book itself will not be available for a while - yet.
However, one of the things we did in our last minute flurry of reckoning was to go with a lower quality of paper which - if it works - will allow me to set a lower than anticipated price. It's been a bit of a 'dance' as we weigh up the cost of better paper vs how much we think people will be willing to pay.
IF (and it's a big 'if') the proof copy seems to be ok with the 'standard' quality of paper, there could be a reduction in what I will charge for the book. If the photos look terrible (and there are rather a lot of them), then we will change back to the higher quality paper and the original expected price will stand.
There are around 3 dozen essays ranging from quite technical stuff (this blog post got turned into a longer more detailed essay) to very personal experiences (some travelogues), some musing about things like history and attitudes. There are plenty of 'Laura-isms' and my editor made a technical decision to use lots of photos from my photo gallery (beware of giving full access to your photo library to your editor!) She said that since I'm a weaver, I needed to show some of the breadth of what I have woven over the years.
When I wrote The Intentional Weaver one person lamented that she could not hear my 'voice'. Well, this book is all 'voice'. Several of my alpha/beta readers have already commented that they can hear 'me' as they read. Now, those people all know me and know how I sound, but you know what I mean.
The difference between the first two books and this one is that the first two were meant to be 'textbooks'. One beta reader for this one commented that she feels like she knows what I think about when I'm sitting at my loom, just kind of musing about things. And that is precisely what I was aiming for, so if nothing else, I hope that others will find a similar reaction.
Over the past year I 'found' several books of essays and obviously the time was right and were part of the spark that brought on this six month torrent of writing, editing, polishing, scrambling to meet my artificial 'deadline' of July 9. Magic in the Water had the same launch date - it IS my birthday, after all. And while I won't have actual copies for about 4 weeks, the pdf and book will be available on blurb just as soon as we confirm the format. This week I will be sending out the review/complementary copies for the rest of my beta readers, so I won't be sitting idle, gnawing on my fingernails waiting for the proof copy! As a self-published author, there is still plenty of work to be done during the hiatus.
So stay tuned for further updates.
Today it is back to the loom for me.
Sunday, July 2, 2023
The More I Learn...
...the more I realize how much more there is to learn.
The trip to the coast was complex and things happened that I need to cogitate on. Pretty sure there will be future blog posts that will arrive at some point. For the time being, they are still simmering.
In the meantime, my editor has been beavering away on the ms and is nearly 'done'. She will come over later today and we'll take another gander at it and see if there is anything else that needs to be done.
Truth to tell, there will always be *something*, but at some point you just have to stop.
In the meantime, I've been working on my marketing plan and it is time for a 'teaser', an 'amuse bouche', an indication of what a reader might find between the covers of this particular book of essays.
What follows is a cut/paste copy of one of the shorter essays. I asked my editor to choose a shorter essay because a blog doesn't tend to lend itself to longer form writing. Still, I wanted to be honest about what a potential reader will find and the most effective way is to simply share one of the essays.
There are still a few more days to opt into my offer for the pre-publication special offering. Email me (laura@laurafry.com) with the subject line 'lagniappe' before midnight July 4, 2023 (Pacific time zone) and you will receive a print copy of the book, signed, plus a free tea towel (of my choice), for $68.00 (Canadian!) which includes shipping from me to you via Canada Post.
The deadline is to have the ms uploaded to blurb by end of day July 4, 2023. I will order a 'sample' copy to make sure all is as it should be, and once I have seen it, I will order the pre-publication copies. Generally it takes about 10-14 days from time of order until I receive the books and as soon as they arrive I will get them signed, parceled up and to the post office as quickly as I can.
Regardless of what is happening on blurb, I will still do the zoom book launch on July 9, 2023. My plan is to read one or two of the essays, and then throw the meeting open to 'ask me anything'. I will have some things to share (show and tell). I've made an event on Facebook, but will also share the zoom link on here, most likely on July 3. I realize that a lot of people will be busy and don't expect a huge number of folk to attend, but I've got the professional zoom account, rarely used for the past year, might as well get some use out of it. The plan is to record it and post to my You tube channel for people not able to attend on the day.
So, here it is - one of the essays from Stories from the Matrix; weaving a life:
MAKING CHOICES
As with anything - everything - to do with textiles, when it comes to fibres, there is a spectrum.
The first division is the categories of fibre sources. We have two to choose from - natural and synthetic.
Natural refers to fibres that are available from the natural world, while synthetic are those fibres that have been made from chemicals. The difference is that natural fibres will degrade back into their constituent molecules while synthetics won't. If they are 'plastic', they are 'plastic' for pretty much ever, no matter how small the pieces that they break down into. We now call them 'microplastics' and worry about the pollution hazard they are in our waterways and the fish we eat.
Under the heading of 'natural' we also have an outlier - regenerated cellulose. The cellulose in these yarns is not naturally occurring but has been broken down into a viscous solution and then spun using a spinneret. Generally, in North America, these yarns - regardless of their cellulose source - are legally required to be labelled 'rayon'. In Europe, they might be referred to as modal or viscose. Regardless, they will break down into their 'natural' parts thus loosely fall under the heading of 'natural' (although some fok dispute this).
As a new weaver, I made the decision that textiles were meant to be ephemeral, and so I would work primarily with 'natural' yarns. I have, from time to time, used synthetic yarns for special effects.
After decades of weaving, my stash is not only deep but broad, and I currently have rather too much rayon (from various sources) in my stash. After finding out how bad for the environment and the workers who labour in the factories manufacturing rayon is, I have decided to weave my rayon stash but not replace it.
Under the umbrella of the 'natural' label, we again separate that into two categories - protein and cellulose. Protein fibres come from animal sources, while cellulose comes from plant sources. There are also regenerated or engineered protein yarns that come from soy and milk casein. These are frequently marketed under names such as milk 'silk' and soy 'silk', but they aren't actually 'silk'. 'Seacell' is regenerated cellulose form seaweed.
Protein again gets broken down into more categories - the extruded fibres (moths, spiders) and fibres grown on the surface of an animal. (There is a rare fibre harvested from a mollusk. It's not extruded but grown from an 'animal', and I'm not sure where to place that, but it's extremely rare, and only a few weavers have access to it.) We further break down those animal fibres into wool and hair. Wool and hair are different in their structure, but all of them come in a variety of qualities and characteristics, and suddenly we have a vast array of different fibres to choose from.
Extruded protein fibres (silk) will not full. Some wool fibres will full, but not all of them. Some hair fibres can full, but not all of them. Some of the hair fibres that will full need to be heavily processed to get them to full.
Cellulose fibres will not full.
There seems to be some confusion about what will and what will not full because during wet finishing, all the fibres absorb water and swell or 'bloom'. If the cloth is given a good hard press as part of the wet finishing process, the swollen fibres (ideally still damp from the initial wet finishing) will flatten and expand into the spaces between the threads, adding stability as the warp and weft threads lock into each other through the process of compression.
Fulling, on the other hand, is a completely different process where the fibres migrate within the spun yarn and entangle, then lock into place through this entanglement.
When it comes to spinning the fibres, we again have a spectrum with a 'worsted' process at one end and a 'woollen' process at the other - with a myriad of options between the two.
And then, we have the actual thickness of the yarns being used.
A thicker yarn will behave quite differently than a thinner yarn, even when apun from the same fibre in the same type of process. The degree of twist may also vary, and a tightly spun yarn of a size will behave, feel and even look different from the very same fibre spun to the same size but much more loosely.
I tell my students very flippantly that it is very difficult to make thin cloth from thick yarn, which is not to say you can't, but you will have to work very hard to do it usually in the compression part of the wet finishing process, or, if it's wool that will full, in the fulling. Except that part of the fulling process means that the cloth will be even thicker, so again, we are back to compression in the wet finishing.
And then, of course, there are all the variables that can be played off against each other - smooth/textured, thick/thin, protein/cellulose, shiny/matt.
The last two options are density and weave structure.
The more interlacements (plain weave is the maximum that can be done), mean more stability. When the density is also high, the cloth becomes quite stiff, which can be detrimental to some applications. It will also be better able to resist abrasion, so it will wear better in applications where that can be an issue.
Density is also a sliding scale from too open to be useful because it has no structural integrity, all the way to too dense to easily weave and too stiff to be useful for things that require drape.
The fewer interlacements, the more density is required to keep structural integrity, which is why recommended epi/ppi is also a sliding scale.
How can a weaver know what to do?
A new weaver can rely on someone with more experience than they have. But that can also be somewhat problematic. As a newer weaver who had not done a lot of weaving of overshot nor used much acrylic, I joined a 'friendship blanket' project, in part because I knew I would learn a lot and I would wind up with a lovely souvenir blanket made by myself and 11 other weavers.
The most experienced weaver designed the project using yarns that she was familiar with decided on an epi for those yarns, wove a sample and sent us the weaving directions.
An acrylic yarn was used for the warp and tabby weft with a merino wool used for the pattern weft.
I hadn't woven with the acrylic yarn before, so I went ahead and wound my warp based on her information, including to 'use a moderate beat'.
Turned out my 'moderate' beat was a lot harder than hers because my 'square' turned out rather 'flat'. I had to re-do my first square and figure out that using those particular yarns at that density for overshot, my beat had to be very gentle - more of a 'placement' than any kind of 'force'.
It was a good lesson for me to learn as a new weaver - that everyone is just a little bit different, and we have to take the given information and double check it against our own processes to get the desired results - in this case, a 'square'.
Ultimately the most effective way to learn is to weave 'samples'. There are caveats with this, too, however, because it's weaving, and it depends.
When I get a new-to-me yarn, I will wind a warp at a density I think might work, 10" in the reed about 3 meters long, weave plain weave and twill, perhaps a couple of other twill variations, cut off and wet finish. From that sample, I will then wet finish to compare the difference between the weave structures in the two different densities.
From there, I might design a project. If the project is to be a much wider warep than the samples, I might open the density a bit, knowing that a wider warp will provide more resistance to beatin in the weft. Or I might use a temple in order to obtain a denser quality of cloth which might be better able to be cut and sewn, especially if the yarn cannot be fulled to increase stability.
A sample can be something 'useful' - a scarf, a tea towel. A sample doesn't have to be 'just' a sample. On the other hand, for the final level of the Guild of Canadian Weavers master level program, I wove literally dozens of samples in order to experiment with both density and degree of fulling. I have 3 large binders full of samples that I can refer to in order to better choose an appropriate density for those yarns. For years I dragged them to workshop (when I drove) so that students could benefit from the work that I did in weaving those samples.
All of these factors are why the only correct short answer in weave is 'it depends'. The weaver can adjust what they use, adjust the density, adjust the weave structure and adjust the wet finishing.
It depends.
(edited to fix introduced typos)
Thursday, June 29, 2023
Todays Thoughts
Yesterday a huge t storm rumbled through the northern part of the province, lighting up more fires. At the moment the wind is blowing the smoke more or less northeast, but of course wind is fickle and things could get smoky again. If people hated masks against Covid, I suggest they get over that against smoke. At least smoke is visible, so who knows, maybe more people will get over their aversion. I know it’s hot, and masks are uncomfortable, but smoke is bad for lungs, surely we all know this by now?
Apparently climate denialists have selected their scapegoat and are beginning to mount a campaign to blame Canada, ignoring the wildfires around the world, including California. I guess we didn’t rake our forests enough, or something.
Western Canada has been battling increasing wildfires for years, while climate change denialists poo-poo’d the increasing risk to life and limb, then the ramifications of too much forest devastated, followed by floods because a scorched earth can’t absorb much water. And round and round we have been going. Now? BC is experiencing drought conditions, so fires will light more easily, burn hotter, range over more hectares and be harder to put out when they start. Fighting the symptom instead of the cause will be far harder and way more expensive in the long run.
What to do? We could stop burning fossil fuels for one thing. Not just individuals but industry. Solar is finally gaining a toehold. We are seriously considering a hybrid vehicle to reduce our gas consumption. We already drive the most fuel efficient vehicle we can, do circle routes when we run errands, group errands by location. We have composted since the 1980s, recycle what we can, reuse, repair. We wear our clothing out, buy natural fibres as best we can.
Someone posted the new seasons in Canada, fires, floods, heat domes and freeze. Right now BC isn’t faring too badly but almost all the other provinces are struggling to put fires out and smoke blankets the east side of the continent. Not so easy to ignore when the smoke covers the higher density population areas? But this is not the fault of Canada alone. This is a global problem and it’s going to need a global response. Can we do it? Dunno. It might already be too late. But dammit we have to at least try?





